..:: miss him ::..

i definitely missing him..maybe im in the process to know some1 else but i cant..i dont want to make him disapointed.. he too kind to me.. but sometimes i cant force myself. i cant lie to him.. i'm pity to him everytime i wrote about the "mantan".. he hide his jealousy because he know how much i love "mantan".. he always try to make me happy, smile and he will avoid to make me mad.. i dont want to be cruel but.. arrgghh i miss mantan so badly... i dont want to get him back.. i promise to myself that i will never try to get him back even my heart always love him.. he just a sweet memory in my life.. now i realize why im always thinking about him.. this is because he have so many bad attitude than a good attitude.. but totally,im confident that, he not a kind of man like that.. damn!! the way he treat me, i believe im the first one that make he feel that way.. arrgghh stop thinking of him adeq.. plz.. i have let u go but y u still cant get out of my mind?? owwhh plz.. i still want a answer from you.. plz..

"mantan" if u read all of this.. i always missing you.. damn... its already 3 weeks..and still cant forget about u..do u want to know something, every1 put a blame on me.. they ask me "what happen to both of u" "u cheated on him ka"... i cant say anything.. i just admit that is my fault.. i dont want them to underestimated u.. nevermind if they say that im guilty but i dont want them feel that u are guilty.. i miss the way u smile when u are is "sepet", ur laugh, the way u sleep in the cinema, the way u always bully me and the most is i miss the way u eat.. hahah =") i miss to watch u eat.. damn.. everytime i see hot & roll i remember u. . =") i see our tickets.. arrggh damn!! aduh 17 tickets.. first 5 nov.. last 2 feb.. =") damn how can i remove all this from my mind.. do u know wat my remember to u?? im only will leave u if u say that u dont need me anymore..ya u didnt say that time we agree to break.. =") ya maybe i still stick to my promise.. owh plz say that u dont need me anymore.. plz..

*bole aku bakar jak ka??*